I've been getting very sick of being myself.
I never thought that I will be seeing it like that.
Anyone can come up here.
Anyone can share with others about me.
There is nothing I can look forward to.
It is the old boring things, I feel like I am a nothing.
I don't see a meaning in life.
Looking at myself, I doubt I can be anywhere.
What's my point in this life?
I feel so destroyed, whenever I think of the same thing.
It proves worthlessness. From 0 to today of age, I found out living is getting bad.
I am a nothing of all the things made up me till today.
I hate myself.
Anyone can read.
Anyone can share about me with others.
It is pointless living on.
I lost all the things I want to achieve badly, lost all the things.
I am useless, I am not given a point to live at the first place.
I hate being myself.
Because I am nothing standing out there.
I ALWAYS GET TEAR DOWN TO THE BOTTOM FOR WHOSE SAKE?!
Exactly, whose sake?
I want to die. I don't worth a thing.
Why is it that I always fall to the ground and nothing gains?
I am very unhappy, and I hate myself.
Where is the point to move forward?
Give me a reason to live.
Where am I going?
Why is my life like this?
Why is it that 'she' is always the cause of my pressure?
What am I expecting of myself?
Why is it that I feel I am below expectation?
What's life to me now?
What's life about?
Why is it me?!
Why is it that I feel my life is more pointless than hers and everyone else's?
I am worthless, right?
Why because of her that I feel I am a nothing in everything I do?
Get the fuck straight, why because of her that I feel worthlessness again and again?
Why am I feeling this and gains nothing from it?
What's the point of this?
Why is it weakening me because of her?
Does she knows that?
I achieve nothing.
Why is it that I living a bad life?
Why do I feel like a nothing again and again?
Why I cannot get enough of thinking how much I can do?
Why am I doing so worthlessly in everything?
Why does she make me feel worthless?
Why am I not doing well in life?
WHY THE FUCK AM I FEELING THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN?
I can't take it anymore. I am worthless.